I know we fell for each other so fast, maybe that is also the reason why we broke that fast as well. After the break up, my mind just went blank. I did not know what to think about. Was it really over? It all ended, just like that? I was single for a very long time, and when I got back in the game, it just ended in a blink of an eye. It really hurt me on the inside out. I was so heart broken, that I could not cry, or feel anything negative, I was just in a blank state. Even until now, not a single tear was shed regarding the break. I really want to, so I can really get over you and move on with my life, but I cant and I don’t know why! Is there still apart of me that is telling me there is still a chance that we could get back together again? I dont even know if you still have feelings for me still, or not, but i really hope there is. Even as i am writing this, even as much as i want to just forget about you and move on, I can’t. I guess its because, I am still in love with you. I still want you.. But I dont think there will be another future with the 2 of us. I noticed from your tweets that this break up has also been hard on you too, but its not as painful as what I feeling. You will prolly get over it very soon while I wont.
I am writing all this just to let everything out, to try to ease the pain in my heart and also to say out most of the things that I want to say to you, but I just cant. Guess what I am trying to tell from the beginning is just, Thank you for being my girlfriend. I really enjoyed everything that we did, it was a hell of a roller-coaster ride. I hope, if it aint me(kidding), that you will find that guy that you will really love one day. Can’t be that hard, your a really pretty and hardworking person. Anyone will fall for you just like what happened to me. So once again, thank you and all the best in life.