This is where i am going to let out all of my feelings and type out what comes to my mind.
It doesnt really matter to me who will follow as i joined to express them.
Not for fame.

April Jean Santos <3
-12.04.11-

5th February 2014

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As much as I want to deny it. I can’t . As I’m still in love with you .

20th December 2013

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Everyone wishes to have this destiny or fate with that someone special. I really want that.

However, I doubt it would ever happen to me anytime soon

20th December 2013

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My Life is such a mess.

24th November 2013

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Its only been 3 months, but I already missed the feeling of being loved.

24th November 2013

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sodamnrelatable:

more relatable?

sodamnrelatable:

more relatable?

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16th September 2013

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Noticed that everything I say on my tumblr is mainly my relationships and negative thoughts, nothing much of other things in my life is here. heh heh

16th September 2013

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There is so many things I want to say, I just don’t know how and what.

16th September 2013

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Thanks.

I know we fell for each other so fast, maybe that is also the reason why we broke that fast as well. 
After the break up, my mind just went blank. I did not know what to think about. Was it really over? It all ended, just like that? I was single for a very long time, and when I got back in the game, it just ended in a blink of an eye.
It really hurt me on the inside out. I was so heart broken, that I could not cry, or feel anything negative, I was just in a blank state.
Even until now, not a single tear was shed regarding the break. I really want to, so I can really get over you and move on with my life, but I cant and I don’t know why! 
Is there still apart of me that is telling me there is still a chance that we could get back together again? I dont even know if you still have feelings for me still, or not, but i really hope there is. Even as i am writing this, even as much as i want to just forget about you and move on, I can’t. I guess its because, I am still in love with you. I still want you.. But I dont think there will be another future with the 2 of us. 
I noticed from your tweets that this break up has also been hard on you too, but its not as painful as what I feeling. You will prolly get over it very soon while I wont.

I am writing all this just to let everything out, to try to ease the pain in my heart and also to say out most of the things that I want to say to you, but I just cant.
Guess what I am trying to tell from the beginning is just, Thank you for being my girlfriend. I really enjoyed everything that we did, it was a hell of a roller-coaster ride. I hope, if it aint me(kidding), that you will find that guy that you will really love one day. Can’t be that hard, your a really pretty and hardworking person. Anyone will fall for you just like what happened to me. 
So once again, thank you and all the best in life.

16th September 2013

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I didnt talk about you or what. I guess its time to let everything out

28th March 2013

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If only.

If only.